Keeping up is hard to do. I keep asking myself what made me think I had the time to start up a business at this point in my life. I feel God is in it. So on I go in this exciting yet exhausting path. God and I have had lots of talks through out the years about what He wants me to do. I have ALWAYS felt that He wanted me at home caring for my family. There has never been one doubt in that. But I have always had this little itch that someday we would have a family business. Something mostly run by me and my 3 girls but that Ryan was involved and supportive of. I mean he already has a full time job he doesn't need another. My mind has gone many different routes as to which way we might take this idea of a family business. But I have not really taken a jump with both feet into that direction until now.
WOW I am having a hard time slowing down to enjoy this. I am hoping though that I will soon find the balance I need to keep up with it all. But tonight it is making pasta until 11:30 at night and up at 5 packing up bread, produce, pasta and a pony to head out to the farmers market.
I am truely truely blessed to be living this life! God is fulfilling my dreams and all I can do in turn is give Him the glory for every last bit of it! So undeserving am I to receive the love He gives. NOTHING is impossible with God!